Oh god...i droped out of College

Hello world,

I do not know if anyone will ever read this but if you are in fact reading this i would like to say thank you for taking the time to visit my life and i sincerely hope you come again.

Well the title says it all doesn't it? I Jay Bee dropped out of College a few weeks ago and ever since then i have had no idea what i am going to do with myself or my life. Before i go off on a tangent i guess i recap how i ended up online writing a blog of all things at 3:50 AM.

I never really wanted to go to AIC (American international college) but it was one of the few places i got into and i figured it would not matter what school i ended up at because for the most part they would all be the same. So what I did was I packed my bags said goodbye to my friends (most of whom had already left for college themselves) and got into my car with my Girlfriend , Maddie, we drove to Massachusetts and I was at college and completely mentally prepared to study Secondary Education and History.

After Mom, Dad and dear sweet Maddie had left i met my two roommate's, who i should say right now have very little to do with me drooping out, they were both pretty excited for college and living in a very small room with each other. Days passed, classes started, the girl who i talked to on facebook before hand who made it seem like we were going to be the best of friends when school started (Maddie hated her for it) couldn't care less about me and i moved on.

Long story short... I ended up not enjoying my classes, not meeting any friends and not being able to sleep. I came home every weekend in my car (the BIS mobile because it is Bad In Snow) to soo Maddie and because there was nothing to do at school so i left, in the dead of night while my roomates were asleep i packed up my bags and filled my car for home.

By now if you are still reading i am almost 100% you are thinking of stopping so i will end with what happened when i got gas right after i left school and i promise you i will seldom revisit the events that lead to my current situation in such a long and drawn out manner again.

As i filled up my tank in a small town that my friend and i used to meet up at (because it was the midway point between our two schools) a man who was also filling up his tank decided to start i conversation with me and i told the man "i just left college" he laughed a bit, looked me in the eyes and said "That was the worst mistake i ever made"

Jay Bee